Lycoris's Blog

-Smiple Madness-

lycorism — Mon, 15 Oct 2007 16:55:57 +0000

Dismemebered beliefs dark thoughts

People walking in stright lines

Wondering and losing.

Pondering the sickness that has become me

The darkness in the meekest of eyes.

Rivers of blood standing still

All for sick choice of madness.

The beaten path of trust no longer seen

The empty words filling my head with nonsence

No meaning and no end.

A blackness. A darkness. A hate filled world

In which we belong to .

In our simple madness we are who we are

The damned and the innocent. The hunter and the hunted. The loving and the hated.

We play our own plot in this we say our lines and spit out half truths and simple lies.

Our lines writing by the best in the world. So we tell our self.

We let our self stand strong and then fall

We fail. We beat our selfs with out knowing why.

We stand still and let the world use abuse and rape us

And in the end what do we get…..

Simple Madness..

A dream of a dream thats not meant to be

A calling .A want .A need….

No a drug… it drives to filled the need you think you crave

Feeding your self razor blades and lies.

Sugar coating the melodrama to everyone

Showing your self as they see you not as you want to be

Watching the world disolve and slowly reform

The very things you believed in a lie.

A drunken dream of a mad man.

Who beat his self every time there was a sickness to be had.

And in the end….We are lead back to Simple Madness……

-Sleepie and Headachey-

lycorism — Wed, 03 Oct 2007 00:44:42 +0000

I was so supposed to do my HOM homework while Eli was at work but i just couldnt. My head was killing me to the point i had to lay down. I could barely look at this screen.Right now its calm down some but it still hurts. I miss Eli but he will be home soon. Even if i am a dork and a brat. I still am happy to spend all my time with him. He is wonderful and sweet. And his sister Kyle is a brat. But she said yes to go to the dance with me. So i guess thats good, dont know why though i bet a million and one guys want to take her . -nods- but anyways i am going to go for now

-excited-

lycorism — Mon, 01 Oct 2007 09:10:56 +0000

Well tis really late and i should be sleeping due to class tomorrow but i am exicted. I asked a really pretty girl to the dance and she said yes! -winks- Guess i am lucky!

Confused…. Really Confused

lycorism — Sat, 29 Sep 2007 19:56:50 +0000

It seems that Hogwarts is’nt all fun and games. It seems that some students get to decide what house they want to pick on.And it bothers me.Its just like they deem their self better because they want it to me so. Bullying other people to make them self seem better.Its sick and twisted.But then again what do you suspect from this house?

It seems that the house i am in is the one they are going to pick on.Let them.Just because we are smarter and we carry more house points they want to pick on us. It just shows that they want to be us. They want what we have and are jealous because they dont have it .

But at the same time i dont know how to act around Jah now.He is my best friend… well he is more then that but yeah. Even though i sometimes feel like he does’nt want it to be. Maybe i am just kidding my self…..

Well i got my homework done and got 5 points for the house for it so other then that i am oddly confused….More later

Boredom

lycorism — Fri, 28 Sep 2007 00:40:46 +0000

Sitting here wondering what to do. I should be writing my DADA paper but i cant think what to write it on. So i am letting my head rest before Potions class. I am excited about this class. -dances- I dont know i like most of the classes so far. Jah is off doing something or another and i am waiting for him to get back wanting to talk to him because i misses him i do! So i am posting another blog. Mirah is around some where not sure where but yeah she is kinda nice. A bit quiet and funny.

Then there is the fact that they are the only two people i really know. SO i am even more bored since i havent took the time to bust out of my shyness and go looking for people .Maybe i should but eh i dont know more later!

{Frist Blog… WoWz}

lycorism — Thu, 27 Sep 2007 19:22:02 +0000

Well, I wanted to be a copy cat and get my own blog. My best friend Jah has one so i thought why not me. Today i started classes at Hogwarts….after being sorted in to Ravenclaw. (makes a odd face) It seems that classes are fun and very informing but i feel a bit out of place.My friends say its because i am emo and think the worst. But i dont know.Right now i am sitting back and cuddling Jah wondering what to write.So for now i think i am going to save this and work on it later! ^.^